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Post by Pansy Parkinson on Sept 15, 2008 0:28:57 GMT -5
Pansy was sitting in the garden at her home. She was alone for the day and well, she was hoping for Draco to come over. He was after all her boyfriend. She wished he would just hurry up and get to her house. She had owled him three hours ago. Usually he was rather prompt when it came to going to her house, and meeting her. She wondered what was going on with him. He was usually the only one that remembered when to come see her.
She loved him, she was totally in love with him. She couldn't imagine a day without him and that was what scared her the most. She just didn't want him to leave her for someone prettier. She sighed as she sat underneath the willow tree, as the wind blew through her hair.
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Post by Draco Malfoy on Sept 15, 2008 0:55:25 GMT -5
Draco was the one with the wandering eye. He always thought that he had long lived up to the title of the Slytherin Sex God. He had knew that he would have to stand before the Dark Lord one day, but why would it matter what he did in his private life. Lavender Brown was her name. She was his other witch. They had gronw up together but he discarded him as Pansy showed him more affection. Draco loved to be the center of attention, and thats where he placed himself.
Usually, he was good at being on time, however today he was three hours behind. He made his way home, showered, making sure to use a drying spell, to make the appearence that he had been wearing this the entire day long. Mentally as he got ready to floo, he thought of what he was going to say. Errands for his father. She wouldn't ask any questions that he wouldn't be able to answer. They would be fine.
He stepped out of the floo center, he walked right to the garden where she was sure to be. There he saw his beautiful girlfriend and a smirk was placed on his lips. "Sorry, I'm late beautiful. Miss me?" He asked with a wink.
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Post by Pansy Parkinson on Sept 15, 2008 19:47:13 GMT -5
She giggled when she heard Draco call her beautiful. He could be so sweet at times, and she loved that about him. Well really she loved everything about him. He was her perfect match and everyone knew that they were destined to be together. She smiled up to him. "You know i did, handsome." She said, pulling him down for a kiss. She giggled and pulled away. "Oh Dragon of mine... why so late today?" She asked with a pout on her lips. She didn't want to be a nagging girlfriend but she was worried about him.
She scooted over in order for him to sit next to her. She hoped he wasn't leaving her again. The last time she was extremely depressed for weeks until he decided he really did want her. She didn't want to be a play thing, she was better than that.
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Post by Draco Malfoy on Sept 15, 2008 20:24:06 GMT -5
Pansy was beautiful and everyone kenw it, it was why the Gryffindorks made fun of her by calling her a pug face. Pure jealousy. It didn't bother him, and he was sure that for the most part it didn't bother Pansy. Unless, of course, it was in the heat of the moment and an argument. Then, Draco would stop at nothing to show those fithy arses just how worthless they really were. Potter would go down, and he would smirk over him as he watched it.
He ran a hand through his hair, but kept his cool exterior. Draco's eyes were cold, and could pierece through any heart. "Errands. But, lets not worry about that." He said kissing her again. Anything to get her mind off where he had been, and he knew that with his upcoming meeting with the dark lord, "Now, no more pouting. Or nagging for that matter or I will have to call you mother and not girlfriend." He teased her with a smirk.
While most thought that he was cruel with no heart in all aspects of his life, it wasn't true. He was cruel, yes, but he had his weaknesses and Pansy was one of them. He sat down next to her and looked at her curiously. "What's wrong?" He asked with a scowl.
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Post by Pansy Parkinson on Sept 15, 2008 22:26:56 GMT -5
Pansy knew Draco loved her. He defended her all the time, he never let anyone say anything bad to her. When the gryffindorks had called her a pug face she had actually gone home and cried once. She felt so heartbroken and sad when she was called that. She remembered sitting in her room and even refusing to see Draco. Her mother and father had thought it strange when she refused to see him.
She looked at her boyfriend thoughtfully when he had said errands, and sighed reluctantly. "Ok." She kissed him back feverishly. When they stopped kissing and he said something about calling her mum instead of girlfriend she scowled. "Yes well if you didn't make me worry i wouldn't be nagging or pouting." She said, turning away from him.
She looked down at her hands and sighed. She heard him ask what was wrong and well she just didn't know how well he would take knowing. She looked down at the grass and fidgeted with her hands. "Do you really love me? I mean we have been dating for years Draco, and we are supposed to get married but you haven't asked me to marry you. I don't want to marry you if you don't want to marry me. I am just worried that you don't want me anymore." She sighed, exhausted and looking at her fingernails.
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Post by Draco Malfoy on Sept 17, 2008 22:28:21 GMT -5
He looked at her with a scowl on his face. What was she impyling? That he made her worry, since when had he made her worry? He loved that he was the center of her world, its where he should have been. While she was close to the top of his, he, himself was the center of his universe. He cared for her but he cared for Lavender too. There was something about Lavender he couldn't shake out of his head. There was no way that she would know about her. No way. She couldn't, he was far too cautious for that.
"Of course I love you." He said not understanding where she was going with this. Didn't his showing up here prove that. His holding her hand in public of which he hardly liked to show his affection for anyone in public. His father had taught him that. It wasn't diplomatic to do so. " I have been waiting for the right opportunity." He answered her in the proper way. Draco lived high to traditions and part of him was waiting for his parents approval.
"Are you saying that you don't love me anymore?" He asked slightly angered.
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Post by Pansy Parkinson on Sept 17, 2008 22:58:27 GMT -5
She looked at him with a quirked brow and sighed at his scowl. She hated it when he did that to her. He was always getting angry with her and she was tired of that. She was sick of him treating her like she was the reason everything was messed up. She hated feeling like he didn't think she was important or anything. She hated when he would act like there was nothing wrong. She knew something was wrong with the way he looked at her. She loved him with everything she was and that was what she knew. She just sighed and looked at her feet.
She looked at him and frowned. "Sometimes it doesn't feel like you do." She said, looking up at him. Sure he was affectionate with her in public, as long as it was simply holding hands and stuff. she pulled her knees in under her chin and smiled sadly. "I just wish we could be that much closer. I feel like everything i do isn't good enough, like you wish there was something else. I just...." She sighed, and just hugged her legs, hiding her face in her arms and knees. She was trying not to cry. She didn't want to cry, her mother told her not to let Draco or any man know that they had gotten to her, but she couldn't help it.
She shot her head up to look at him when he asked her, in an angered tone if she was implying that she didn't love him. "Draco Lucius Malfoy. You of all people should already know that i love you with all of my heart. I have loved you since we were in fourth year, the Yule ball. Remember, that was exactly a year after we first started dating, and i told you i loved you that night under the mistletoe. How could you ever doubt me?" She asked with a quiver in her voice.
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Post by Draco Malfoy on Sept 18, 2008 1:20:08 GMT -5
He nearly growled when she questioned him. Him? How dare she question him? It didn't matter who she was, Lavender would never question his motives. No, she knew him and understood why he did the things he did. He thought that Pansy had as well, however he was starting to doubt that. "How dare you question me?" He said with his brow scrunched. He could hardly believe the way that she was acting. He scowled again as she went on. He let her in much closer than anyone else.
"Right! So that you can be killed to if I don't complete my task! Or maybe that I look bad enough in front of my father, but maybe thats what you want, eh? You want me to fail or for me to have my family disown me. What would you do then? Pick up the pieces and I'll be the wizard you can fix. Pansy I can't be fixed. Yes I love you, but obviously that isn't enough for you." He said bitterly.
It didn't matter what else she had to say, he stood up and walked away with his arms crossed. He just needed to floo back to his place and he walked in the direction of the floo network in her house.
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Post by Pansy Parkinson on Sept 18, 2008 1:38:39 GMT -5
Pansy couldn't believe what he was doing. He was staring at her like she was the one doing this all wrong. She felt like he didn't get her at all, the way he was treating her. If it were anyone else she would hit them but she loved Draco, and she had upset him. She knew it. The tone of his voice was a dead give away that he was upset with her. She looked at him, and waited for his hand to slap her. It was custom for a purebred witch to get slapped when she defied orders. "Draco i am not questioning you, i'm just confused d**n it." She said, closing her eyes tightly.
"Thats not what i want. All i want is to feel that you are committed to me. I don't feel important enough. I know that those other things are important, but i want to be important too. You know i want to feel like i am wanted. I don't feel that from you. I feel almost as if you would rather i wasn't around, most of the time i get you alone long enough to just be together." She siad before he managed to turn away from her.
She watched him walk away and she knew he was going home. She collapsed crying on the ground, cause she knew he wasn't coming back to hold her and tell her he loved her or anything. He was just going to go home now cause he was really tired of her. She was so upset she didn't care that she was outside in the open crying where anything could happen.
After what felt like hours of crying she got up and walked to the floo. She said Malfoy manor as she threw floo powder into the flames and set off for her destination. Upon arrive she stood and dusted herself off. She knew she had to find Draco.
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Post by Draco Malfoy on Sept 18, 2008 10:55:24 GMT -5
Draco was angry and could hardly believe that she spoke to him the way that she did. His mother would never think of speaking that way to his father and he wouldn’t have his witch speaking to him that way. It was insulting coming from the family that they came from to have such disrespect from someone that was suppose to love him, treat them in such a manner. He began to walk faster finally remembering the way through his angry and cold eyes. He picked up a hand full of the floo powder and standing in the fireplace called. “The Malfoy Manor” And with in moments he was standing in his own Manor.
His mother stopped him for a moment. “Dear, I thought you were going to the Parkinsons?” She asked him sweetly with a slight concern for him. “No mother. It was a mistake. I’ll be up in my room if you need me. My private quarters.” He told her. He wasn’t in the mood for anyone to find him now. Not his mother. Not his girlfriend. Not his Lavender. No one. He charged up the stairs angrily and then slipped into a hot tub of water after throwing things around in his room. No doubt that by the time he got out of the water a house elf would have it cleaned.
Just after he had gotten use to the water, he heard a clap. “Master Malfoy, Miss Pansy Parkinson is here.” He told him with a bow. Draco scowled. “Fine. Take her to my room on the regular floor. No one is to know of his floor as of yet, if she finds it I will have you killed. Immediately.” He said narrowing his eyes at the elf. He would do it himself if he had to.
With that he got out of the water wrapping a towel around his waist and headed to the room that Pansy knew to be his. There he found her waiting. “Have more to say do you? Well, get on with it.” He said coldly as he went about his room. He dropped his towel down only briefly to slip into his silk, green robe. He tied it tightly and began looking for his favorite black slacks. Once those were picked out he went in search of a top as he waited for her to speak
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Post by Pansy Parkinson on Sept 19, 2008 3:07:41 GMT -5
Pansy walked into the parlor and looked at Mrs. Malfoy, Draco's mother. She told Pansy that he wasn't up for seeing anyone, but she was hoping to apologize. She was just worried, she thought he would get that. She didn't want him getting upset but well, that was Draco for you. He got all upset for no real reason. She loved Draco with all of her heart, she wanted to be the next Mrs. Malfoy to live in the manor. At least she hoped she could be.
She looked up when a house elf had told her Draco requested she wait for him in his room. She sighed and wiped her tears across her cheeks. She knew he would just laugh at her if he found out she had been crying. She sat on his bed, very still, with her arms crossed under her breasts, and her legs up. She looked like the perfect elite daughter.
When he walked in she knew he was still angry with her, just because of the way he walked in. She sighed and looked down at the floor as he spoke to her. "Draco..... stop. I am sorry ok. It's just i have missed you a lot lately so i just didn't know. I just miss being with you every night." She said, standing up and heading for the door. "Since you're mad i will leave i guess. I will talk to you later then, i love you, Draco." She said, sadly, as she opened the door.
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Post by Draco Malfoy on Sept 21, 2008 2:15:59 GMT -5
The beauty of living in the mannor was the charms that were placed around the place. No one could tell if magic were being used and under what pretenses. It sounded drastic, but the Ministry couldn't know everything that went on in the world. The malfoy's were one of the things that slipped under the radar. No matter what Harry Potter wished he could do about it. He smirked at the thought, and as Pansy opened the door, he took out his wand muttered a charm and the door when closing with her still inside of his room.
"Stop." He told her just as she hold told him, only his voice was more commanding. He knew that she would listen even if only to get out of the room. "I didn't start this, and we both know it. I love you but my words aren't good enough for you, Pansy. I don't know how else to show you." He began and found himself at a loss for words.
He took her by the hand and sat her down on his head. Still only in his robe, he leaned over and kissed her soundly. "Tell me what I have to do to make you see. I love you, and only you. If you want to be together every night, then you'll have it." He assured her as his hand drifted over her body. His lips came to her neck, and he could feel his body stifen. "Just say the words" He mumbled over her neck, creating vibrations that he was sure she could feel. His hand traveled up the inside of her leg, but he stopped just where he was sure she wanted to be touched the most.
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